~so long my frenz~

2day abih bc ked's story in PELANGI... x sabar nk wait 4 VERSUS... minn n Ao also nawal n ked... reallllly x tau skang wut i'm doin... BTW tgk cite avatar smpai 2 kali.. punyer ar bez cite tu... falling in luve la wit Omnytica people n Na'vi race.... really want to watch lg... so byk la in my head rite now... x tau dok kt mn... wat apa... AIN wake up la... dunk be a dreamer la... nothing perfect like in novel or comic... really gle rite now...

~it's not bout me ok!!!!~

feeling really not ok n very2 not very rite.... my fault if i'm ****? don't even know wut... but very2 gle rite now... feeling like crying bout how??? very hurt to think rite now... really not ok!!!!

p/s: i'm not me rite now!!!!

~maybe aku nie x brp baik~

maybe i'm not fine enough to be friend wit sumbody
maybe they can't accept my perangai
but thought dat now i'm better from b4
which part of me dat very bad?
i wanna to know....

~avalanche~ by marie digby

Since when do you come around?

And the temperature's changed, nothing's the same

Left me, in yesterday

You don't see me that way, touched me that way, no more

When you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold



You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)

And the ground is shakin' from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)

But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way

It's a matter of time, We can rewind



If only you knew, Why my heart is through for you

I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?

Let's lead the past, Is that too much to ask?

And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)

Can we pull through this avalanche?

(avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)

Can we pull through this avalanche?

(avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)



We see what's up ahead, Why do we stay? Watchin' us fadin'

Trapped in, by regret

There's no way out, and there's no way in (no)

And it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold



You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)

And the ground is shakin', from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)

But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way

It's a matter of time, We can rewind



If only you knew, Why my heart is through for you

I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?

Let's lead the past, Is that too much to ask?

And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)

Can we pull through this avalanche?

(avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)



The bond is breaking, and it's taking over, my spirit (quickly, quickly)

Something's shifted, have we drifted too far, apart now?



If only you knew, Why my heart is through for you

I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?

Let's lead the past, Is that too much to ask?

And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)

Can we pull through this avalanche?

(avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)

Can we pull through this avalanche?

(avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

Avalanche

~life ???~

snow child... dat mean i'm cold rite??? wagagagagagaga

~sahabat~

WUT I DO ARI NIE COZ U R MY FRENZ... REALLY I LUV U ALL... BUT MY HEART REALLY CAN'T FORGET OR FORGIVE H*****.... HUHUHUHuhUHuhHU....

P/S: biar aku dh minta maaf pom....

~maybe i'm not the rite person~

yes........ maybe they all wrong bout me.. maybe not... maybe i shouldn't be here 1st place... maybe........ there many maybe in my head rite now.... dunk know what i want in my life rite now... sungguh2 serabut... hihihihihihihi.... but didn't know serabut coz of wut... maybe i'm crazy to think dat i'm their frenzzzzz.... sumtime i'm alwiz asked myself, do i really hv frenzzz... bez frenz one who will care bout me... really hurt me when i think bout dis.... hihihihihihihi....

p/s: i still can laugh... huhuhuhhuhu

~i'm really a bad person~

maybe i'm a real bad person... how i'm gonna do to change myself??? alwiz make my frenz hurt... i know i did that.. but dunk know how to change... i'm not a honest person... dunk know how to tell them wut i dunk like... but i'm ok je after wutever happen... juz when it happening dpn mata... can't control my face if dunk like... i also know dat sumbody distance themself with me... maybe they really hurt.... but i'm hurt to.. huhuhuhuhuhuhu... bas person after all...

p/s: i agree all wut happen maybe my fault and sori my bad....

.........................

Everybody's hurt somebody before

Everybody's been hurt by somebody before

~it's rainy day today~

hujan sungguh lebat.....
pg ni ada lab organic...
kena redah hujan lg la nmpknya....

pepagi dh basah even gn payung....huhuhuhuhuhuhu

~sendiri x kenal diri~

~SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN~

wish u all hepi berpuasa n minta ampun maaf
bebyk 4 the things i've done to all who trasa ati wit me... hihiihiihi...
dis ramadhan mmg i really x sbr2 nk posa...
dunk know why but very seronok...

~blurrrr~

dunk wut i'm doin dis sem... seem like stupid person but i'm not.... really dunk know....

~sesgt x tau nk wat gapo~

beta ni byk kerja je...
bleh plak bermain-main di taman ini...
wagagagagagagagaga...
juz stop by for a while coz verry borim........

~do i look like i didn't care???~

honestly i cared... but if u dunk want me too... i'll wat bodo je... i'm fine je... hihihhhihi.... wutever it is.... juz take care of urself more... i'm very sure dat ur parents will not hepi if they know dis... juz i cared k... juz i'm a girl wit a little word... sori...

~hepi belated besday~

lewat 2 hari....

hepi besday my dear frenz idiey...

frenz ms mrsm jourly...

love her so much....

may Allah bless u...

hope u will success in ur field....

p/s: miss u so much miss idiey... xoxo..

~not very betul la aku ni~

btul2 x tahu nk wat gno...

but i've the rite to worry rite???

n everybody in dis house too...

but if herself not worried???

how can we do???

~bebusy ker???~

dunk know wut to say....

juz let it go...

follow ur heart....

dunk care la wut they say.....

~very lost rite now~

hu3... 1st lab organic ari ni ok la gak... yg xok kena abta lab rprt tu esk... a prnh lg ku membuat record itu... wagagagagagagagaga.. kena cuba ni... ni blogging jap coz tgh cri idea nk wat discussion... wait erk kepala otak... nk pikir ni.. wagagagaga

~to C'Mas~

sori if u want to know bout my wedding plans coz aku sndri pom x tau lg... so when i'm ready i'll personally told you... wagagagagagagagaga

~smpai UPSI awl2 gle...~

it's not very nice sgt to be at Upc alw2.. umi n abah ku aci mrh2 n majuk lagi coz aku gi awl... then aku pom majuk gak... today smpai ngm abah je... umi x leh dtg coz ada persidngn... sdey plak kalu fikir aku leave my home awl2... wawawawawawa... miss my umi, abah, adeq, topik, nuyu, payed n garfield... so sdey... sdey...

~embrace MALAYSIA: culture of traditions~

dis is my program that i need to handle next sem... cam org gle... awl2 sem lg dh wat prog... x tau sempat or tak.... but i want be a positive person... so i'll alwiz put in my mind that i can do dis... INSYAALLAH... minta2 brjln lancar... tp sgt takut..... huhuhuhuhuh

~to my dear frenz~

this 4 u Mastura... watever happen juz be ur self n dunk stress k... juz discuss bebaik... dunk worry everything will be ok... luv u...

~maksa yg dh lps~

dh lps... but still rindu kt mak n ayah angkat kt kg. sg. hj. muhamad.... kt bagan datoh... the pic still can't ltk coz x amik lg... bez dok kt sana bleh knl ngam hisham, izam, tasya n wani... bez to know them... hu3... luv them also...

Still dunk know wut to do

-using my topik hp to post dis entry... But didn't know how to write on dat entry... So juz tls kt title... Hu3-

~hohohohohoho hepi holiday to me!!!~

dis morning i'll blik to kelantan... hihihihhi seronok rs nyer... umi n abah dh smpai pg2 lgi.... nie maybe last entry b4 aku blik... tp kena dtg balik coz byk lagi bnda x selesai.. tp x pe... tanggungjawab... huhuhuhu... kwn2 ku yg dh berct tu... hepi holiday suma... enjoy la ms kt rumah lebih dr dok cni... nnt naik sem baru nk kena stdy plak
hihihihi

~penat~

ari ni balik dari janda baik coz de kem JMK UPSI... punya la igtkn program dia bez2.. rpnya hampeh btul la... kt lambaian danau lg best... rs nk wt kt c2 je lg... ni dh la byk indoor tp ckit je la input yg dpt... "BERHENTI MEMBANGAU" tu ar yg aku dpt... mscd nyer jgn cri salah sesiapa atau bnda apa sklipum... tp nilai dr sndr dlu ar... lpas blik je dr janda baik... ada plak meeting MAKSA... ltih btul... tp aku suka coz dis is life... bez tau dpt wt xtvt... terluang skit ms cuti... tp kena korbankn ckit ar diri... huhuhuhuhuhuhu

~i won't cry even if i'm lonely and sad~

mmg aku x akn nangis even suma org dh jenguk kg. halmn... aku lmbt plak bleh blik.. sungguh aku x tipu x nangis tp juz dlm skala yg kecik aku rs cam nk nangis gak tp x thp kuar air mata lgi... but serious i'm reALLY MISS MY UMI, ABAH, NUYU, TOPIK, PAYED N ADEK.... sbr la wahai hati.... hihihihihihihi terjiwang jap... tp rs nk tgk diorg je ms ni... sungguh rindu... mish them so much dat will make me wanna go crazy...

~sdey~

why erk??? maybe coz suma org dh blik kg... aku x leh blik lg... nk blik tp x leh ada tanggungjwb yg perlu diuruskan... wagagaagagagagaga.... nk nangis pom adA... bleh je kalu amik tiket bas n blik g2 je kn????

~wut am i doing rite now???~

very2 hopeless tul la aku ni... ada ke patut aku rd cam mls nk stdy dh analysis... dh la peda tu mmg aku surrender awl2 pg lg.... hihihihihihihi.... mmg rs mls sgt nk stdy analysis ni... but i've to be rajin n stdy gak walau ribut mana yg melanda, walau petala ke lapan pom rsa kemalasan itu... kena truskan jg.... fight-o... ooooooooooooooooooo.... hihihihihihihihihihiihihihi

~kelupaan~

smlm x post entry coz knp erk??? busy ngm analysis??? or busy bc novel??? jwpn nyer ku sja yg tau... wagagagagagagaga... smlm pnyer la bersungguh nk stdy kt library... alih2 terjmpa nvl best... bleh plak sruh asma pnjm n bc... smlm mmg x sntuh lngsng kot analysis... tu yg ari ni rs cam x bez je coz x stdy lg.. tp aku ttp bermain-main dengan gumbira nyer... huhuhuhuhu

~???~

gle ar basic organic ari ni... ade ke patut tnya structure tatrtaric acid... dh la x bg formula molecule lngsng... kn dh nganga... aku ni mmg terblur gle smpai preparation caboxylic acid pom x tau nk gorng cam mn dh... mmg otak dh thp beku bwh 0 dgree ar... wagagagagagagaga

~am i getting trouble with organic now???~

sungguh malas aku skng nk stdy organic ni... why????? ni list dia:
1- sbb rasa mls
2-coz mls nk bc
3-mls nk phm concept dia
4-mls...
mls....
mlssss....
tu je reason.... wagagagagagagagagagaga

~kejutan again~

juz now after dinner at Celup i've got another hadiah 4 besday... from my frenz (maybe la) huhuhuhuhuhuu..... and also penguin warna-warni... cute but sng pecah kot... coz belon je kt dlm dia... huhuhuhu nwy... tq very much... huhuhuhuhhu....

juz 4 hiasan... dis pic so cute n luvly of course....

~pics 4 today~

-luv u all... muaahhh-

- my luvly housemate-

- me n ely: besday girls-

~very2 tq to all my frenz (no.29)~

today... diaorg ajk gi tasik proton... thought dat sje nk jejln... upa2 nyer... diorg ni wt suprise besday 4 aku n ely... tq... TIQAH, TIRAH, CEMA, MIRA, BALQIS, LINA, BEE, UNA, INI... seronok sesgt... hhihihihihihihihi.... tq n luv u alll....... muahhhhhhhhhhh... ni suma my housemate merangkap kwn terchenta.... nnt i will post entry yg ada pic 4 today...

p/s: to cicak n MASTURA.... be strong k... Mastura u dunk ever think bnda yg luar petala alam k...

~hepi labour's day~

forgot to wish juz now... all workers in M'sia yg ssh wt keja untuk kemajuan n pembangunan dis country... wish u all hepi2 pekerja day....

~organic is coming~

4 MAY ni paper organic plak... bleh aku wt bodo je... x stdy or x wt apa2 pom psl organic... sgt takut... tp nk wt gano if mood mmg x leh nk stdy n tgk organic... my fave dh brtkr jd x fave dh... cian organic....

*view from my house*

~here i am~

pic library at 4th floor...

post dis entry at library... huhuhuhuhuhu... baru ku tahu sungguh seronok di lib ni... tp a little bit cold... and i didn't like to bring sweater.... tp bez ar... no pencemaran bunyi yg berlaku... kt cni bebdk ni mkn kerepok n air ribena yg dibawa oleh Tirah... huhuhuhuhu... ciap bw stu beg lagi... wagagagaagagagagaga...

~Alhamdulillah~

my frenz dh ok... but 2morrow i got biology and etika test... sgt la mls nk stdy... but i've too... student lg nk kta kn.. kena ikhlas dgn apa yg kita wat... today is my frenz besday... dayah nm nyer... kwn ms sek rendah.. kira best frenz gak.. huuhuhuhu

~shocking~

today ppgi ari lg aku ke library... lama gak aku dok.... berjaya gak aku stdy kt library yg indah murni tu... kiranya satu kejayaan la dlm kehidupan anak wan anuar ari nie... hihihihihihihi... but got shocking news bout my frenz tetiba... kena thn kt ward coz bleeding yg truk... risau aku... skng ni tgh tnggu rslt camne... then ktorg nk gi tgk... Insya-Allah x dop pe2 yg bruk truk... AMIN

~so beautiful...~

taken at Proton city... pretty rite???..

~finally i found it...~ wuargagagagagagagaga

sgt gembira... dpt jmpa ni smlm ms kuar pekan... one n the only ni je yg ada... semput aku tgk... Ce'mas yg nmpk dlu... n dia trus pgng gaya x nk bg aku... aku pom rebut ar ngm dia... huuhuhhuhuuuhu... ada plak dia kta sbnrnye nk wat bodo je... n lps kuar dr Pustaka Sangmin tu dia bru nk ckp... tp refleks dia punyer ar cpt... wagagagagagaga.... gaya nk tpu aku x jd.... mmg aku sronok gle ar.... mcm dok ats langit g2... huuhuhuhuhuhu..... smlm mmg yg indh... hihihihihi

~besday's ice cream...~

dis is my becoming besday's ice cream from my Ce'mas... i luv u la....ni smlm nyer.. dia nk smbut awl coz nk stdy nnt... tp aku suka... gi pekan ngm dia smlm... tuah gle..... jmpa plak ngm nvl HLOVATE yg bru.... nsb baik aku x jd monkey je smlm.... huhuhuhuhhhuhu sronok sgt....

~keta yg aku celakakn~

wuahahahahahahaha.... aku ni mmg perosak alam..... cian keta umi aku.... huhuhuhuhhu... aku nie mg suka2 je lnggar... cerdik tul... tu ar nk bw keta tp skill kurang hampeh tul... anyway bnda ni dh lm lps... awl thn nie jg tp... mmg aku ni bkl kena jth hukuman mendotori la.... huhuhuhuhuhu......

~exam is coming~

x sabar nk abih exam... nk blik umh..... msti bez bleh mkn wt my umi msk.... rs lama dh x jejak kaki ke kelantan... x tau nk post gpo ar... buhuhuhuhuhu...

~stress to the kerak bumi~

final exam coming.......... sronok coz dh nk dkt cuti... tp takut n stress coz kena exam... huhuhuhu
x sbr nyer nk abis sem ni... nk blik umah nk muhasabah diri nie... yer ar... kena la wat g2 spjg dok kt cni byk bln... msti kepala otak n emosi pom menghadapi kecelaruan yg teramat sgt.... huhuhuuhuhuhu

~kecelaruan~

wut happen la to my brain nie... celaru cam org gle... dr pg td juz tenung je kitab analysis ni... bodo tul ar aku ni... x sdr2 diri lg ke???? wake up la... be on reality world... tp aku celaru tul ar skang.. why suma jd g2... mungkin salah aku kot... tp aku harap sgt final ni abih cecepat... nk blik umah... nk tenangk fikiran... sunggh dh terdaya ni... i need a break... serius aku benci ngam diri aku skng... "cerdik"... sungguh2 "cerdik"... apala... x nk bangun lagi plak tu... aku ni cam idup kt dunia nie sesorng plak... hey.. think la bout umi n abah... ingat ALLAH S.W.T alwiz/...
hope suma success lam exam... aku pom nk success gak... AMIN

~stress nyer~

nk test friday ni... tp aku mls gle nk stdy ni... gano ni... aku nk skor gle test ni... wawawawawawa hope aku success la lam test chem analysis nnt...

~bebudak~

nie pic bebudak kt tautan muhibah... comey je suma2... hihihihihihihihihihi

~jengka~

today aku gi jengka for motivation prog.. aku jadi fasilitator... can't wait but there anonther thing yg aku x suka but aku kena tahan je la... bnda ni experince seumur idup je... "let's our life react with experience"... wagagagagagagaga
pepatah aku yg x brp btul... hihihihihihihi.... x sbr nyer... hope dak2 kt c2 baik...

~LenKA~

Lenka is a singer that aku minat skang... lagu2 dia sume cam slumber je... bezz ar... muzik dia mmg bez ar... aku mmg suka...hihihihii... bleh nk ilang stress... huhuhuhuhu... lagu yg pling aku suka dangerous n sweet but kn suma lagu dia bez2 ar...

~stress ker???~

x pom sbnr nyer... biasa ar last2 week ni dia byk xsignmnt nk anta... bengang je rs otakku niee. rs x brp nk ckp oxygen... huhuhuhuhu today noting special happen juz aku amik kuiz personaliti for JMKUKLK interview... actually x brp suka ni interview but dh ada azam dlm diri nk xtive... so i've to push myself

wagagagagaga..........

～ あしもと に ひ が つく ～

everyone feel the heat rite now coz our coming final exam for dis sem... so doki2 but mls lg nk stdy... hihihihihihi... last minutes study ar keja ku... hhuhhhu... then dpt rslt haru... then kena mrh ko umi plak... hihhih but aku suka stdy last minute coZ bez n mencabar... otak ku suka ditekan... wagagagagagag

~bait al-amin~

dis pic ms wat program syg di syg kt rumah anak yatim... bez dpt berkenalan ngm mereka but there r also sad stories... mereka x cukup ksh syg dr parents tp org yg tubuhkan pust ni mmg aku respek gila... mulia tul hati diaorg nie... Allah bless u all... Amin

~my cayang~

my frenz cmas since sek.. i really luv her coz she care for my feeling... alwiz hear wut i want to say... windu sesgt coz dh lma x gi umah dia.. wagagagagagagagaga

~it's Trouble me~

officially dh kot aku break up... but aku sndiri dunk know wut bnar2 nye yg aku nk.,.. duk know wut i'm thinking... but i think this better for now....

~Am I in wrong State????~

i dunk know wut happen rite now...
seem like everybody far away from me day by day...
maybe my wrong... but i dunk know wut to do... so juz rite here i can told bout my bad feeling...
like nobody will care... i think i'm a annoyed person... i myself agree wit that...
huhuhuhuhuu... i dunk want to think bout dis... but my otak keep rolling and think bout dat... maybe i must take a little break or big break from our frenzship... yeahhh i think so too... but how i want to take a break? be a silent person? wat bodo? or wut.... really2 helpless now... really kucar-kacir... my relationship yg x jd.... but i dunk care bout gewe... i juz care bout frenzs... lot of frenzz... but how come they seem to not me... am i dat invisible n easy to forgot???? am i dat buruk... am i not omoshiroi enough to be their frenzz.... i want them to remember me... alwiz... but i feel like i'm alwiz and will be a forgotten person... ( senang org x igt)...
~let our life react with sodium benzoat~

beauty

Lima perkara semua kita mahukannya dan kita usaha utk mendapatkannya
1:wajah yang cantik
2 duit yang banyak
3:kesihatan yang baik
4:anak2 yg cerdik dan berjaya macam kita
5:tidur yang nenyak tanpa ganguan..

senang jer untuk mendapatkannya hanya 15minit setiap hari. kata nabi saw: “siapa yang tinggalkan solat subuh tiadalah padanya nur di wajahnya dan siapa yang tinggalkan solat zohor tiadalah padanya rezki yang berkat dan barang siapa yang tinggalkan solat asar tiadalah padanya kekuatan badan,dan siapa yang tinggalkan solat maghrib tiadalah padanya anak2 yg bermanfaat dan barangsiapa yang tinggalkan solat isyak tiadalah padanya tidur yang nyenyak.” ‘sampaikanlah daripada nabi saw itu walaupun satu ayat.’

~ wut kind of heart i have~

Independent heart

You love freedom, you like having friends and relationships, but commitment is too much. you're more curious and love to explore! Don't be worried on settling down when your older, because one of these days you'll want to.

deja vu....

lawa sesgt bnda nie... ni dok kt bgnn suluh budiman... bhgn makn2 u ntk vip... ni cam cermin yg hias2... tp x tau apa org pnggil...
tp lawa sgt... rs cam bez je tgk bnda nie...

hari kesenian n kebudayaan melayu///

so tired ar today... jd urusetia... dh la pgng ajk peralatan, persiapan tempat n teknikal plak tu... tp blh plak aku terbabas wat keja lain... wagagagagagaga... tp yg pntng aku enjoy ar... bez jg wat bnda gni... tp byk gak ar wat slap td... huhuhuhuhuhu.... ni ada gmbar alat muzik traditional yg aku amik... tp x tau apa bnda huhuhuhuhu

HLOVATE's novel

i'm really2 like this writer... like i'm in novel too... like alot kisah along n ana... didi n benz... everything bout her writer make me smile, cry, n laugh... sempoi tahap petala x igt ar... mmg bez gle... hope to be like her... but i dunk like writing... x dop bakat... wish hlovate luck everytime... i'll support hlovate low n high, hell or heaven... huhuhuhu

~ rooftop rant ~ by hlovate (newest novel by hlovate)

this novel bru kuar february 2009... x sabar nk beli... but of course la ssh gle nk dpt... nk jg... wawawawawa.... mnta2 la nnt Una dpt cari... hope that very badly...

~ empty Decoration ~

I wake in the dawn to showers of light
Moments of emptiness surround
Floating away with auras of hope
But reality brings me down
to the ground
What can i do ?
What can i say ?
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life i used to know
Where every song
Was filled with words of love and not of anger
Where did they go ?Why did they leave me far behind ?
Cause i don't wanna be alone (Oh)
Living life all on my own (Oh)
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
Cause i wanna be with the people that i know
Who will do the things i do (Oh)
Making all my dreams come true
I don't recognise the shadows on my door
Although i've seen them all before
Because the only thing i really want is to be with you...
I look at the sky, it looks back at me
I can't hear the silent melodies
I know that i'm here yet i am lost
Blown in confusion by the breeze
Hiding my face, crying alone
I need to find my way back home
Back to the place, the wonderful days
Living the life i used to know
Where every smile
Was born out of a love and of sincerity
And every tear of everflowing joy

~ for Mine ~

~Listen as your day unfolds Challenge what the future holds Try and keep your head up to the sky Lovers, they may cause you tears Go ahead release your fears Stand up and be counted Don't be ashamed to cry ~

need i do that???

perlu ke aku timbng blik kptsn aku tu... tp serious aku x nk dh ada hbgn ngm spo2 lgi... kesian je.. aku x pndai nk main2 cinta nie... so heartless... wut can i do... snggup je nk jd kejam... tp dia x phm gak... msh nk truskn... nk wat gano ni... pliz somebody help me..

emptiness???

btul ntah spelling aku tu... i kind of like the emptiness in my heart rite now... i didn't think that i ready for whatever hal2 bout hati... honestly aku nie x dop feel ckit nk jd lovey-dovey ni... kalu read novel, comic, or tgk cite if sdey aku bleh ar nk nangis gak... but yg plik nyer in real life mmg x ada perasaan abih... btul gak ar theory frenz aku that i'm a feelingless person... i think so to... every one in axis-x n axis-y but aku in axis-z... neutral sesgt...

Creative thinking??? wut that??

this book for my xsignment but in BI... i've to translate it to Bm coz they want in BM... so tired... of course la MY AYAT will be sgt2 kucar-kacir n tunggang balik abih tahap petala x igt la.... but kena wat gak... kalu nk senang gak kena cari lam It ar.. sng nk tiru ayat ckit...
wagagagagagagaga.....

jiwa Kucar-kacir...

i'm so not me today...not today i think all this time kot... why i'm so bad.. but i can't be an angel... don't ever think high of me...

i can't be wut u wanna me to be... i feel bad coz somebody got hurt coz of me... pliz someone help me through this matter... i dunk care if everybody this i'm jahat or x tau nk beza org tu baik... but the problem is me... i'm so jahat... n loser to... i want to think positive in my life... but i can't... Ya ALLAH help me... my frenz told me that i've got double personalities... i want to hold that childlike personality than that bad personality... i dunk want people get afraid n tired of me coz my perangai... really want to change that in me...

Am i in a wrong side???

i've got really busy this month... i think byk jiwa yg terluka coz of me... but i don't know how to handle bout jiwa problem... now alwiz buzy wit lab... i think juz ere i can really appologize to who that terluka wit me coz i dunk know how to say sori face to face.... so jahat kn... hihihihhihihi... anyway i want sgt to learn bout mood mangement n to control my face when i din't like bout thing... it's hard for me to saw my frenz hurt coz of me... i'm realy helpless... so sdey tau... but really sori to all my frnz... im really useless...

long time no see...

it's been a while i'm blogging... juz blik dri umah... bez dpt ct... bleh spend time wit my family... ngam abah, umi, sis nuyu, topik, payed n kimi.... juz dtg but dh rs nk blik umh... mish sgt2 my home...