~ wut kind of heart i have~

Independent heart

You love freedom, you like having friends and relationships, but commitment is too much. you're more curious and love to explore! Don't be worried on settling down when your older, because one of these days you'll want to.

deja vu....

lawa sesgt bnda nie... ni dok kt bgnn suluh budiman... bhgn makn2 u ntk vip... ni cam cermin yg hias2... tp x tau apa org pnggil...
tp lawa sgt... rs cam bez je tgk bnda nie...

hari kesenian n kebudayaan melayu///

so tired ar today... jd urusetia... dh la pgng ajk peralatan, persiapan tempat n teknikal plak tu... tp blh plak aku terbabas wat keja lain... wagagagagagaga... tp yg pntng aku enjoy ar... bez jg wat bnda gni... tp byk gak ar wat slap td... huhuhuhuhuhu.... ni ada gmbar alat muzik traditional yg aku amik... tp x tau apa bnda huhuhuhuhu

HLOVATE's novel

i'm really2 like this writer... like i'm in novel too... like alot kisah along n ana... didi n benz... everything bout her writer make me smile, cry, n laugh... sempoi tahap petala x igt ar... mmg bez gle... hope to be like her... but i dunk like writing... x dop bakat... wish hlovate luck everytime... i'll support hlovate low n high, hell or heaven... huhuhuhu

~ rooftop rant ~ by hlovate (newest novel by hlovate)

this novel bru kuar february 2009... x sabar nk beli... but of course la ssh gle nk dpt... nk jg... wawawawawa.... mnta2 la nnt Una dpt cari... hope that very badly...

~ empty Decoration ~

I wake in the dawn to showers of light
Moments of emptiness surround
Floating away with auras of hope
But reality brings me down
to the ground
What can i do ?
What can i say ?
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life i used to know
Where every song
Was filled with words of love and not of anger
Where did they go ?Why did they leave me far behind ?
Cause i don't wanna be alone (Oh)
Living life all on my own (Oh)
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
Cause i wanna be with the people that i know
Who will do the things i do (Oh)
Making all my dreams come true
I don't recognise the shadows on my door
Although i've seen them all before
Because the only thing i really want is to be with you...
I look at the sky, it looks back at me
I can't hear the silent melodies
I know that i'm here yet i am lost
Blown in confusion by the breeze
Hiding my face, crying alone
I need to find my way back home
Back to the place, the wonderful days
Living the life i used to know
Where every smile
Was born out of a love and of sincerity
And every tear of everflowing joy

~ for Mine ~

~Listen as your day unfolds Challenge what the future holds Try and keep your head up to the sky Lovers, they may cause you tears Go ahead release your fears Stand up and be counted Don't be ashamed to cry ~

need i do that???

perlu ke aku timbng blik kptsn aku tu... tp serious aku x nk dh ada hbgn ngm spo2 lgi... kesian je.. aku x pndai nk main2 cinta nie... so heartless... wut can i do... snggup je nk jd kejam... tp dia x phm gak... msh nk truskn... nk wat gano ni... pliz somebody help me..

emptiness???

btul ntah spelling aku tu... i kind of like the emptiness in my heart rite now... i didn't think that i ready for whatever hal2 bout hati... honestly aku nie x dop feel ckit nk jd lovey-dovey ni... kalu read novel, comic, or tgk cite if sdey aku bleh ar nk nangis gak... but yg plik nyer in real life mmg x ada perasaan abih... btul gak ar theory frenz aku that i'm a feelingless person... i think so to... every one in axis-x n axis-y but aku in axis-z... neutral sesgt...

Creative thinking??? wut that??

this book for my xsignment but in BI... i've to translate it to Bm coz they want in BM... so tired... of course la MY AYAT will be sgt2 kucar-kacir n tunggang balik abih tahap petala x igt la.... but kena wat gak... kalu nk senang gak kena cari lam It ar.. sng nk tiru ayat ckit...
wagagagagagagaga.....

jiwa Kucar-kacir...

i'm so not me today...not today i think all this time kot... why i'm so bad.. but i can't be an angel... don't ever think high of me...

i can't be wut u wanna me to be... i feel bad coz somebody got hurt coz of me... pliz someone help me through this matter... i dunk care if everybody this i'm jahat or x tau nk beza org tu baik... but the problem is me... i'm so jahat... n loser to... i want to think positive in my life... but i can't... Ya ALLAH help me... my frenz told me that i've got double personalities... i want to hold that childlike personality than that bad personality... i dunk want people get afraid n tired of me coz my perangai... really want to change that in me...

Am i in a wrong side???

i've got really busy this month... i think byk jiwa yg terluka coz of me... but i don't know how to handle bout jiwa problem... now alwiz buzy wit lab... i think juz ere i can really appologize to who that terluka wit me coz i dunk know how to say sori face to face.... so jahat kn... hihihihhihihi... anyway i want sgt to learn bout mood mangement n to control my face when i din't like bout thing... it's hard for me to saw my frenz hurt coz of me... i'm realy helpless... so sdey tau... but really sori to all my frnz... im really useless...