~ novel ~

aku sgt2 nk tulis psl novl yg aku dh bc...
tp x tau nk olah...
:)

~ rasa yg hadir ~

hi...

sgt lm x blogging... hari nie jumpa ainun n mastura @ ainun house...

sembang2 then ainun wat kuar gmbar2 ms MRSM JELI... wahhhhhhhhhhh..

sgt2 rindu sm kwn2 lama... tp x terluah... why???

1. aku bkn seorg kwn yg baik kot dlu...

2. aku sgt jahil utk mencr erti kwn sebenar...

3. aku cpt mrh n x kisah akn hati yg terluka sbb perangai"BAIK" aku...

4. aku mmg JAHAT n STONECOLD...

byk lg perangai aku yg x elok... skang ni.. ms aku kt umh byk aku abihkn lam berpikir pasal semua silap aku pd kwn2 aku yg lm... (kwn2 aku kt UPSI pom aku wt perangai gak)... haishhhhhh..

sgt jeles melihat kwn2 lma yg bleh hang out brsama.. aku ada... tp sgt sikit... aku syg kwn aku tp aku x tau knp la aku x leh contact diaorg...

p/s: i'm sorry yer frens yg sgt2 terasa hati ngm aku dulu... maybe post nie x de pom kwn2 aku yg bc kecuali cmas la kalu dia buka... i was a jerk dulu n i know it... love u all... cmas, pujeh, idiey, pina, ainun, ziha, nor, ida, sue, ruby, mimie n byk lg... I'M SORRY

~ I WANT A JOB~

gle ker apa nie... lma bnr nk pnggl intrview... kn aku merajuk x nk ngaja kn...

aku mls dh nk keja lain dlu n brenti... aku nk keja 4 my life time ok... dh rs x berguna dh nie... kn aku kata aku MENYESAL BELAJAR TINGGI2 br tau... tp btul aku dh menyesal... so funny... teka la spe yg wat aku menyesal... of coz kerajaan... suka2 ati jer tukar2 dasar ms time aku nk posting nie... agak2 la... x menjaga perasaan org btul... nk memancing pom kena ada gaya nye jga tau...

~sangat pantas~

pejam celik...pejam celik... dh 23 thn dh pom umur...

tp serious x tahu nk jdi a better person mcmmn...

rs x guna jer skang nie...

stress lagi la...

x de arah tujuan rasanya skang nie...

fokus dh x de...

juz waiting for somthing yg x wujud jer rasa...

hahahahaha... what a funny life for me...

p/s:takziah for mahfuzah... yg kehilangan ayahnya pada 19 oktober 2011 kt mekah... aku br tau ari nie... thats the reason aku rs x guna as a person... coz lmbt tahu... but thank to ALLAH S.W.T... she's got many good friends...

~bilakah???~

tanda tanya yg selalu bermain di fikiran aku, kwn2 aku, family aku n ramai lg... ble????

sgt rs nk gle...

forgot to update to u la bloggi... aku br jer brnti jd cashier at Nirwana...

bez gak keja cashier.... tp letih la...

ari jumaat n sabtu full... mcm x dop life with my family...

dh la ank sdara aku yg comey tu br bleh jln...

x leh nk tgk dia terkedek-kedek... hahahaha..

x pe-x pe... esk bleh main n tgk puas2......

~too much~

really2 want 'that' rite now... but i know nnt the other side will be hurt... seriously want 'it'... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh conpius la... tp why am i always not looking at 'that' direction...

feeling like want to scream n tell the world... but i can't

~hey there~

what make a women feel beautiful??? i'm always want to know that....

sometime i'm always feel ugly inside n out... why???

how to improve myself????

so many question that never have answer....